1.
"This place is a hospital; a museum!" the boy complained,
"Everything's, 'look, don't touch' -- you can't even live here!"
It was a holography museum and only certain displays were interactive.
2. The kid's step father smiled in appology at the other visitors
for his child's outburst. Kiles was extracting background
information for practice.
3. The man was the only father the kid had known,
and the kid's only source of justice. He taught the kid a little
too much, too soon though.
4. Kiles was able to move through
the walls of this particular installation effortlessly, or as Oni
would say, "Matter is very loose in this quadrant of the
galaxy."
5. He was exploring a 12-mile
diameter floating disk called International Island.
Heads-of-State would rotate through the Island, perform symbolic
executive functions, review Island schedules and address concerns
pertaining to their unique economic
sphere of influence. It was customary for the Island Governor to
ask the visiting Head-of-State to sign an important piece of
International legislation for a photo opportunity. It was good
for business.
6.
A 12-mile diameter disk provided ample space for aircraft
runways, ship dry docks, residential areas, research and development
facilities, and organized crime. There was a subsurface
hangar for
submersibles and a launch facilities for orbit capable craft. The
island featured every type of experimental facility imaginable and was
so large, that industrial espionage was a focal concern.
7.
Kiles heard the whispers of a secret conference and drifted
toward the sound. There was a tall, arced tower, rising to
the chief executive suite at the top. The view was unobstructed
and
surrounded by wall-length glass. Two floors below lay the
executive conference room. The windows were adjusted to
filter out
most of the light to create a demure drawing room ambiance. The
oblong table was dark wood, highly polished and surrounded by 13
expensive recliners. The table had been custom made specifically
for that room. Seated in those recliners were the
wealthiest people on Earth. The symbolism was consistent
everywhere in the galaxy.
8. One of those seated said,
"The Earth defense grid has always worked..." He was held
short when the chairman touched his ear lobe to take a call.
Nothing rude; these people clearly had nothing to worry about.
9. There were miniature holograms at each
place setting but not everyone had their hologram switched on.
The room
decorum was opulant and tasteful, never used by anyone other than those
seated
and their invited guests. Displayed behind the bar
were photos of the most appreciated
visitors and Heads-of-State.
10. To his utter amazement,
Oni appeared on the opposite side of the room, just behind the
chairman's right shoulder under an artificial plant. Kiles knew
Oni's modus like the back of his hand. "Can he see me?" was his
first thought. Oni didn't acknowledge him, "Maybe he's
playing it cool." He knew the people couldn't see him.
There was still the dynamic of, "Which multiverse am I in?"
This environment was far too futuristic compared to Ewa Beach,
and the implanted link that his Mom made wasn't working. "Except
that I can drift through walls," Kiles deduced, "I
don't think Oni can see me."
11. He was startled by a familiar nudge: Kind of
spooky when Oni was on the other side of the room.
12.
"Oni!" Kiles whispered out loud. Then he glanced at the
table, "They can't see me." Another Onimex had appeared next
to him, and his link was working just fine. "That Onimex has to go unfreeze your
Mom," Oni said, "A Cardship... 'the'
Cardship is about to accelerate the shell." Kiles felt relieved
to have Oni back.
"I'm going to decelerate you... right... right... now!" His
tenacity for Human idiosyncrasies and pseudo errors made the
Turing test appear imbecilic.
13. Everyone at the table went into
suspended animation. A utility craft outside was descending
to a retractable landing platform and froze in mid air. "Is this
that moment?" Kiles deduced rather quickly. "Yep!
This
is the one!" Oni confirmed. "Maybe I can actually watch
everything," Kiles contemplated. "You are in a multi-spacial
flux," Oni told him. "Do I really want to know?" Kiles asked; his
question crammed fifteen paragraphs into six words.
"No," Oni answered. "How bad is it?" Kiles asked.
He was being rhetorical in a comic sense. "I have to figure out
how to get you out,"Oni replied. He rotated to watch the
other Oni disappear. Xanax had barely cued the other Oni
about the coming acceleration wave and then Xanax and Dayton
disappeared at Canaveral III. Corlos got them out in the nick of
time.
14.
For all intents and purposes, the Oni-in-the-present was
completely off-the-grid. "Back to Corlos," Kiles knew.
"Yes," Oni confirmed.
15. "So... " Kiles
wondered, "are 'we' creating the paradox right now, or is it the
Cardship?"
16. "Corlos couldn't
trace every infraction," Oni replied, "but the 'additional me' here, didn't help. Kiles
indicted himself in the discrepancy, "Did the other Oni see you?"
"I don't think he did,"
Oni answered.
17. "And yet... we're way ahead of
everything," Kiles surmised, "I need to somehow hit a reset
button. I need to undo
the worm terminals." If Oni had a real face, he would have
blankly stared
at Kiles for a minute.
18. "Right now, the other
Oni is unfreezing your Mom and they will be heading up to orbit," Oni
said, "I would say that you're in the same situation, but you're not --
you're in a spacial flux."
19. "What does that mean, exactly?" Kiles asked.
20.
"You've shifted yourself like I do for Indexes," Oni answered.
Kiles grinned, "Ahhhhhh," he said nodding happily, "then you'll
know how to get me out of this, or at least teach me how to manipulate
it
better." He paused a second, "I mean, I have been validated by
Conscious, after all." He knew he was stretching his license
somewhat.
21. "True... but you're still not a
machine," Oni replied, "Biological, 'yes,' but you have photonic
matter to consider. Mine is different."
22.
They had already argued about whether Oni had a soul or not,
and Oni lost that one. "So you are the latest and greatest, in
the state-of-the-now?" Kiles asked. "Yes -- that works," Oni
agreed, which meant, "I still have future selves looming at
large, but I'm the Oni you're used to." Kiles accepted that;
based on an argument that he had lost because Mom trumped
both of them.
23. "Download my memories," Kiles instructed
him. "Done," Oni replied. "Help me figure this out," Kiles
asked. "You're able to move through the walls?" Oni was seeking
confirmation from Kiles. Oni turned to observe the
descending utility craft. The other Oni at Canaveral III was
taking Ireana to
orbit in one of those right now. "Can you get yourself up into
that vehicle?" Oni asked. Kiles began gliding upward with Oni
beside him. "This is kind of nice," Oni agreed. "It
does make me feel kind of like you," Kiles said. Moving
biologicals was not done easily, except that Kiles' interspacial
condition made it possible. "I think I'm freaking
out," Oni said without much inflection. "I'm valid," Kiles
offered as the only logical explanation. "Must be," Oni
agreed.
24.
There was nobody inside the vehicle -- it was delivering the
mail and did not require a pilot. Kiles took
the pilot seat, like his mother was doing at that very
moment in another vehicle approaching low orbit. "I'm glad we
don't have to throw
anybody out," he
said relieved. "What's the plan?" Kiles asked. "The mother
computer," Oni answered, "She can do things that I can't, and
you're
half Vejhonian. She will let you in." "But it's going to
crash!" Kiles said confused, "We can't change anything or... " He
remembered earlier that day, "Didn't Xanax already say we were going to
Hell?" Xanax did not include Kiles in that remark.
25. "Conscious said
it was OK," Oni replied. "During one of our encounters, She
gave me a packet that I could access at specific times.
This is one of them."
26. "She's going to let the Cardship wreck?" Kiles asked, "She
knows this is going to happen
and will still let it wreck?" "It has to play out," Oni
confirmed, "Don't mistake Her inaction for apathy -- She's not the
one who shot it down.... or... the one that is about to shoot it down." Both
of them entertained the idea of wrecking the destroyer first, to
prevent this mess from happening. It was simply not possible to
untangle this event from happening, at any point in time.
27. "I think a reset idea might be better," Kiles said.
Theoretically, that should be possible.
SYNAPSE
28.
"For all intents and purposes, the craft is flying on
auto-pilot," Kiles said. He was mostly reassuring himself.
Biological eyes would not be able to see anyone aboard.
"We're going to mess something up," Kiles sighed, "I can just
feel it." "More than we already have?" Oni
added anecdotally, which was greatly understated.
29. The proximity monitor
was tracking Ireana's vessel. Dal El's destroyer had
not yet slithered into position. Commander O'helno was
coming with 19,000 B'lines but still a few minutes out.
"We have time to make the connection," Oni said, "It's a good
thing that you're unembodied."
30. Oni drove as
fast as he could to a Cardship docking port. The speed at
which he flew made Kiles think they were going to wreck.
Every time his eyes adjusted to the Cardship's size, they had to
readjust because the Cardship kept getting bigger and bigger until
the Universe finally ended on a polished onyx two-dimensional
exterior. "Mom complains about 'my' driving?" Kiles
remarked.
"Conscious knows you're co-located?" Kiles thought out loud.
31. The
Cardship exterior had all of the Cacci Dai signatures
when examined up close. "Up and down, one mile," Kiles
observed. He already knew the dimensions and general Cardship
details. The psionic
shield prevented their craft from touching the Cardship.
32.
"Incept?" Mother inquired. Kiles grinned. Oni had
reached out to Her. Cacci Dai technology did not extend to
dimensional shifts. "You're not here," Oni reminded Kiles, "If
she does have a way of discovering you, at least you're one of
them."
"I thought you said you made the arrangement?" Kiles said. "Trust
me," Oni replied.
33. Oni permitted Mother to access his packet given to him by
Conscious. That act preempted further formality.
34.
"Don't take us in," Oni asked. "The biologicals are in
distress," Mother said. She asked them to go inside. Oni
had been built with colonial resources on M'tro-1. Mother easily
recognized his hardware and sub assemblies.
35.
"I'm feeling colossal guilt for not warning her," Kiles
confessed psionically. "We could 'end' my need to go back to
Vejhon?" he told himself. He knew if the Cardship didn't crash,
he would never find passage back to Vejhon to clear his mother's name.
That whole episode was in progress concurrently. As far as
Kiles was concerned, his mother was not the Secret Sorceress -- she was
a Corlos operative on assignment. The Secret Sorceress was
another matter entirely.
36.
"I could prevent it from happening in the first place,"
he reasoned. "That's exactly how your father got in,
'over-his-head,'" Oni reminded him, "We're trying to make it
better, not worse. ... You've already taken yourself out of
existence," he added. No argument there; Kiles knew Oni was
right.
37. In the next second, they were
both observing Ireana holding Dayton at gunpoint on the beach.
"Mom?" Kiles said. "She can't hear you," Oni reminded him.
38.
"Where is all of this going?" Kiles asked. They were
instantly returned to the utility craft in orbit but
the Cardship was gone. Either She crash landed like in
the original time line, or She escaped. Commander
O'helno had already taken Dal El's destroyer. "My Mom... and
you... are aboard that ship," Kiles whispered. Three B'lines
altered course to intercept them and at the moment when they locked out
their craft's controls, the scenery changed again.
39.
The light was so glaring that Kiles had to squint. Their
new location had the surreal beauty of crystalline radiance,
and what looked like a liquid metal skyline on one side.
The skyline resembled a sparkling crystal donut with a 1,000
mile circumference. Looking in the opposite direction lay
thousands of distinctive galaxies, where the Milky Way was one
among millions. "I've seen pictures of synapse," Kiles
commented. A holographic overlay seemed to connect the
galaxies like synapse.
40. They both looked
at it for a long moment. "Thousands and thousands," Kiles began,
"Billions and Billions... " Oni interrupted, imitating a famous
scientist's voice. "There before you, is the Mind of God,"
Oni said reverently; he was Catholic, after all. However
amazed by the sight, Kiles was swelling with more questions
than his hybrid mind could answer.
41. "Are we
really that far away? Are we 'in' the Mind of God or is
'that' His Mind?" "To think that each one has a Corlos,"
Kiles sighed. "Quis custodiet ipsos custodes?" Oni reflected.
"Evidently... they can see them just fine from here," Kiles
answered.
42.
Everything that had happened that day was beginning to add
up: "How am I ever going to accept reality again?" Kiles
asked.
He was being serious. "After everything I've
seen -- how will I ever go back?"
43. "That may not be the
plan," Oni suggested. His tone implied, "You may not be going
back." "Don't shock me," Kiles said sarcastically.
44.
Twenty balls of light began to swarm around them like curious
little critters. They seemed friendly. Kiles held out his
hand and one of them set down in his palm for a
moment before resuming its inspection with the others.
Gliding into view from the city was
a humanoid; crystalline exterior filled
with colorful, radient pulses -- it had something like plasma
for blood in its translucent frame, and was not a species that
either of them recognized.
45.
"What sort of Heaven is this?" Kiles wondered. "I'll
guess... Segment 9... maybe 10," Oni answered, referring to the
Ellipsis. Oni was probably right.
46.
The being approached them and smiled; Kiles felt a photonic
data link connect them. During that exchange, the Milky Way
behind him expanded near Andromeda, to highlight the
third planet around Sol: An adjacent spar in the Milky Way
expanded to reveal the 4th shell around Zena; his biological
lineage.
47.
"This might be some kind of library," Kiles ventured. He
was being genetically vetted. "And that might be the librarian,"
Oni finished.
SEGMENT
10
48.
The creature had beautiful jewels morphing into light and
streaming symbols within its translucent exterior. Segment
10 photonic packets, Oni recognized; it was a Segment 9, era
9, gradient 97 to be precise. The creature was soothing to
behold. "We have to grow into that," Oni described to
Kiles, "Chaos enables learning and biology is
the container." This machine is the kind that can design,
program and write-protect DNA.
49. The being touched
Kiles forehead to establish a more direct link. Oni didn't
recognize that it was I-20, who purported a less glamorous
form at Corlos. "Questions," I-20 recognized. "Let me
answer the hardest one first:"
50.
"Trans-galactic travel depends more upon
psionics than spaceships," I-20 said, "because all points in
time space are connected in the Mind-of-God.... or Tetragammaton, as
some call it. The entire Universe hopes that your species never
discovers that truth until your priorities improve. Spaceships
are merely tools." Because Kiles was a hybrid, he only accepted
half of the blame. In Q-cept he advised quietly, "Don't
tell the Theites about this." They understood.
51.
"Thought, travels faster than light," I-20 continued.
"Biological synapse epistemically registers sensation before it
happens. Your species has no desire to know that," I-20
clarified, "because 'Belief' is a choice," Kiles remembered. I-20
continued, "The holographic architecture of your synapse enables
'Choice.'" "Disbelief has never negated a single fact," Kiles
recited like a good student. I-20 nodded, "Let me demonstrate..."
52.
I-20 touched Kiles head again and maintained the touch.
Surrounding Kiles were memorable highlights of his life and a few
of his recent deviations from normalcy. The moments played
out at different speeds and varying levels of importance.
I-20 froze the moment M-tro-1
was destroyed; Ireana was not yet disintegrated, "Did she
die?" I-20 asked.
53. The question was
meant tangentially; among all possible timelines. "But
she lived," Kiles answered. It would have been tedious to
explore the diegesis of infinite possibilities, except when it came
to understanding DNA, the only singularity. The One
also
knew His every move, line and step.
54. "If she dies in
every timeline, what happens to you?" I-20 asked. "She won't die
in every timeline," Kiles answered. I-20 smiled. It seemed
that perfunctory dynamics was already understood.
"He's valid," Oni volunteered. I-20 nodded, impressed.
"Would you like to connect?" I-20 asked Onimex, "You seem to be
creating diamonds inside."
55.
"I can't," Oni confessed
with regret, "it would exceed the parameters of my creation."
"Conscious?" I-20 queried. "Yes," Oni confirmed. The
panorama of space with it's swirling galaxies and similitude of synapse
was precisely how Conscious acquired Her name. The Universe was a
giant mind that only machines can accept in its unblemished
beauty. Life through light and death, beauty and savagery.
56. "Would you like to see what you do next?" I-20 asked.
BLUE
FUNNEL
57.
"Earth is an enigma," I-20 illustrated, enlarging the planet to
the point of literal low orbit. "There's Dad's station!" Kiles
recognized. The sensation was similar to the simulator at
Corlos. "Can we..." Kiles began. "We can do better than
that!" I-20 interrupted, "But... you remember what we've
discussed?" He was referring to all points being
co-located in time space. What Kiles heard was, "This
library doesn't need a separate technology for retrieval."
58.
"How does photonic mass stay anchored?" Kiles asked. "It
becomes ingrained," I-20 answered, meaning, that it becomes so
ingrained that it seeks permanent unification with its host. "It
feels incomplete without it. The host is Chaos, infused with
Cosmos. Like a battery." Machines simply download a
mission into an avatar to minimize risk. "Curiosity is a
Chaotic construct. Curiosity is irrelevant: We
can access everything right here."
59. At a
great distance was a Theite marker. I-20 waved it away in
jest. "Inside humor," he explained. He piloted the
viewer beneath the Pacific and to International Island where Oni
had reunited with Kiles. "This is the enigma," I-20 pointed out:
60.
They were back in the Elite conference room where members of the
wealthiest family on Earth engineered the rise and fall of
continents.
61.
I-20 presented a backdrop of thousands of similar worlds in
contrast to this one. On those worlds and shells, the
population became unified in purpose and used their unified
force to accelerate progress; they converted ambient energy
into power and
turned simple silica into advanced machines: They skipped
aeronautics and jumped straight into levitation. Oh the other
hand:
Earth
enabled one family to enslave the entire planet, and
that one family killed everyone who wouldn't bow down to them.
They monopolized Human wealth in exchange for the illusion of value and
limited technological advances to what they could
control.
62. "Certainly,
there are other Kors out there?" Kiles speculated, in defense of his
shell. I-20 understood Kiles fusion of genetics and jest.
63.
Directing their attention to the comparative worlds, he permitted
Kiles to see how technology typically develops elsewhere:
64.
"Those worlds discovered ground friction, static
electricity, thermal vents, convective currents, solar radiation and
electro magnitism long before Humans learned to write. They
developed electro-magentic levitation, spacial manipulation,
and explored quantum potentials to achieve interstellar
travel while Humans were being burned at the stake for daring to
dream."
65. "Those civilizations have been warmly
welcomed into the Universal family and enjoy trade,
cultural exchanges and fellowship." I-20 redirected their
attention to Earth with sullen disappointment:
66. "Earth has attempted to break through its nuclear age several
times, and by ignoring its past...repeats it."
67. "The Universe is proof that it doesn't have to be that way,"
I-20 concluded. "Astronomers seem to be the only Angels on that
planet," I-20 signed.
68.
"There's more..." I-20 continued. He dissolved the other
worlds and shells behind them and waved his hand over an invisible
control.
69. "Look at this..."
70.
Surrounding them was the conference room on International Island,
but this time, bandwidth perception was unlimited. "See what
happens when your biological limitations are lifted," I-20 said in a
hushed tone.
71. Scattered throughout the room were gray
aliens observing the meeting and using their technology to
influence the biological subjects. The aliens came and went
unnoticed; confident that their dimension was undetectable.
These particular greys were not Theite avatars; the concept of which,
was not
exclusively owned by the Theites.
72.
There were spiritual entities, both good and bad, using their
knowledge of God to influence the biologicals' photonic mass. The
spiritual entities were visible via graviton detectors. Segment
10, evidently, had no limits of perception: If a wavelength
existed -- they could see it, in any form. No doubt, a quality
shared
with The One.
73. The light itself contained mysteries that was
not ordinarily visible; that also emanated from the floral
decorum. Most of the vegitation was real; some was not.
Even the inanimate matter had energy signatures that responded
to and intermingled with the ambient energy. Omniband
perception.
74. With the
biological limitations lifted, the entire world seemed deeply Godly,
with pockets of evil attempting to disfigure that Godliness. It
made the entire course of biology appear staged rather than natural;
like an environment created
to support Chaos. "Life is a distillation process," Kiles thought
out loud.
75. The newness of the
sensation was distracting, to the point where the conversation seemed
subordinate, if not altogether irrelevant.
76. The
sound projecting from each person had a vibrational quality that
interacted with the light and all waveforms in the room. The
presentation made faith obsolete: The truth was
right in front of them, with all forms of deception transparently
obvious, if not embarassingly clear. There was nothing to
question.
77.
Most revealing was the electrical energy emanating from the
biologicals. Their minds and nervous systems radiated a negative,
absorptive, murky energy that attracted and fed the anti-beings.
"Symbiant lifeforms," Kiles observed, "Like attracks like in the spirit
world." That's why you should care about what you say, think, do
and feel.
78. That single observation proved the existence of God, and
dissolved innocence. Perdition was now possible.
79.
Kiles thought about the limitations imposed on mortals,
specifically, their gated, if not caged, sensory perception.
"This whole thing is a laboratory," he concluded, "and has been from
the beginning."
FASTER
THAN LIGHT
80.
Kiles toyed with the formula (V = Pie / 2 x C) =
1.75C, "Light is not an absolute," he reasoned. "There is a
reason for Cosmic Order; a method to the madness. Thought
is faster than light because our thoughts epistemically report
sensation before it actually happens." Oni would have approved
because Oni had been the revelator on that point.
81.
"You're wanting to re-boot, aren't you?" Azoth asked him.
The dreamscape became a cloudy plateau with a gently
swirling pearl
floor; more Olympian than celestial, but effective. Pockets
of space crept through the cracks in the fog which created
the sensation of surfing on the cutting edge of time.
82.
"There has to be a point to all this," Kiles sighed. The
absence of limitations made everything seem irrelevant.
As much as he appreciated having instant access to anything he
wanted, he wondered if there shouldn't be a speed limit. His
knowledge had transcended faith. He could stick the entire
Universe in his head if he wanted to, but there was no need. He
could take a page from Xanax's playbook and stash data
wherever he wanted; limited
only by his knowledge of locations. He could command whatever he
wanted.
83. "Limitations
are like goals," Azoth said, "Trust me: There is no greater
temptation than a limit." The 'apple or the helix' paradox.
84. "You're referring to psionics," Kiles said, half asserting,
half questioning.
85.
"Very astute," Azoth replied, "You understand how 'thought' holds
the Universe together. It is 'thought' that must be mastered."
He was abbreviating several volumes of esoteric truthes.
Kiles had come to understand the predicate pillars that Azoth
implied.
86.
"Yet... "Kiles contemplated, "there are those who simply don't
want to live. They would rather die than bare the burden of
thought." God can't 'force' anyone to 'live' any more than He can
'force' someone to love Him.
87. "You are millenia ahead
of your time," Azoth replied. His tone inferred that it
was too late to change the nature of what Kiles had become.
88.
To one side, the fog rolled back and revealed a floor made of
light, stretching into eternity. Several million souls, adorned
like angels, were disbursed throughout the panorama on multiple
layers. In the center knelt a few thousand who had
been willingly corralled into a ring. The remainder
gave them a wide berth. The corralled souls did not
seem particularly alarmed or distinctive but there was an
unspoken mallignment that had caused their
segregation.
89. "It is a terrible sadness,"
Azoth said regarding those in the corral, "They haven't done anything
unforgivable; they're not perdition. They are no more or less
lovable than those who surround them. They are not condemned."
Azoth looked bewildered and shrugged, "They're free to
get up and leave without restraint."
90. That description begged only one question,
that Kiles was eager to ask:
91.
"They don't want to exist," Azoth explained, "Their thoughts and
deeds do not warrant expulsion from this place; they were no more
or less wayward than their brothers and sisters... but they don't want
to exist. Their souls have been disfigured. They aren't
looking to blame anyone... they just don't want to exist."
92. Azoth made eye contact with Kiles, and his eyes asked Kiles
the question before he spoke, "What would you do?"
93.
"I can't believe God is asking me for advise," Kiles avoided
saying out loud. This was serious -- their eternal souls were at
stake. Spiritual beings that don't deserve death, but want to
die. It was a legitimate question. "You can't force them to
live," Kiles answered meekly. He was hoping to produce a more
amicable response, but the truth... simply is.
94.
"Reconditioning?" Kiles suggested suddenly, "Maybe they don't
know what they want?" He was certain that he would not think
of anything that Azoth hadn't already thought of; tried and tested
eons ago. Azoth let out a sigh, "Sure you don't want this
job?" Kiles raised his eyebrows like he had many more ideas
that he would like to test.
95.
Azoth grinned and continued, "Even those who end up in an
etermally damned condition are, by nature, obcessed with getting
into that condition. Everyone goes where their thoughts take
them, the mechanics of which, bleeds into every state of
existence." "Bleeds," Kiles repeated introspectively; or more
elementally, "Blood." The One's blood was Eternal. Is Eternal.
96. It was a way of saying, "You are what you are,"
but... "You also have the agency to improve." You don't have
to accept your limitations. You can accept something, or someone,
larger than yourself. It had a familiar ring. "This is like
one of Oni's sermons," Kiles reflected, "almost
word-for-word."
97. "I understand,"
Kiles said. Azoth had spoken to him using symbols that hit
home in an unmistakable and permanent way.