1. "You won't be safe sitting on the fence!"
Eagle asserted. "I'm not sitting on the fence!" Taron defended
himself. Their bodies had a soft translucent glow that was not
fully corporeal. In the distance flashes of thunder and
lightening blended with gold and red streaks. There was a
more furious commotion at the source. The Patience of God.
2. "If you're in love with it, then join it!" Eagle admonished
with a crapload of sarcasm and regret, "you already admitted that you
'admire' him!"
3. "What is the point of experiencing a fake existence, in a
slowed down corporeal form; where everything will be in a constant
contradiction?" Taron defended himself. "Oh, listen to you!"
Eagle
rebuked him, "You don't even know what you're talking about! You
don't have any experience
with which to
form an opinion."
4. Taron held his incorporeal tongue: 'Experience' was the
point and the problem. "See, Taron," his friend said
compassionately," you DO want to find out, but you're presuming
knowledge that
you haven't earned." He sighed to search for more precise words,
"you're not giving yourself a chance."
5. A legion of angels zoomed overhead toward the comotion's
source, which was getting progressively more and more heated.
6. "You'll be with me?" Taron heard from among the rustling wings
overhead. His spiritual face blushed noticably; a confession of
admiration and fear, morphing into realization and regret.
Eagle read it clearly on Taron's face. "Am I being too proud?"
Taron asked meekly. Eagle nodded with restraint -- it wasn't only
pride, but a blend of indescretions that caused Taron's conflict.
The opposition was demanding that God, 'Magic Them Into Gods,' like
Himself: "Aren't we 'free' to chose our own way?" they
complained. Those who agreed with The One couldn't understand why
the opposition was getting so violent.
7. Eagle grinned, "You're getting worried," he observed.
"I think you're attracted to the fight," Eagle said. Taron was
conflicted and looked down. Eagle lifted Taron's chin,
"You haven't sinned yet." He again looked toward the expanding
conflict zone, "But you KNOW they're going to get kicked out."
His voice was earnest but hushed, as if that particular subject was
taboo. There were many who didn't want to talk about
it.
8. Streaks of light
from everywhere in the Universe was converging at that one point in
space. "Stay with me," Eagle encouraged him. "Stay with
HIM," he corrected, "You'll be on the right side."
PREDICATED
9. "Have you ever wanted to be inside someone's intimate
thoughts?" the blue creature asked.
10. It was a pleasing blue. Kiles examined the various
shades of molten blue, from cobalt to aqua. Its aqueous form
featured glowing interior jewels of varying radiance like a
nebula. "I've never seen a blue person," Kiles thought. The
creature's morphing FX upstaged everything he had seen so far.
"All on Azoth's
... blue Earth," Kiles thought.
11. "I think everyone is in denial," Kiles answered. The
creature cocked its head and nodded. In the quantum view, every
conversation has already occurred.
12. "So you know their thoughts?" it surmised. Kiles did
not become psionic until his latest stop at Corlos. Prior
to then, he was super-intuitive but not psionic.
13. "There's a reason why Azoth made some shells psionic and
other ... worlds ... not." It remained prima facie that shells
are psionic, and 'worlds' are not; an unadmitted personal bias.
In reality, the limitless convergence zones in a water shell creates an
omni-synapse that can be felt by cognizant beings inside. They
become psionic and take the ability for granted. Kiles had been
raised to
keep his
unEarthly attributes hidden when in public.
14. "Azure," Kiles laughed when he read the creature's
name. Azure bowed in confirmation. "What do you think of
this?" Azure asked, extending an arm to present a scenario.
15. There was a 15-year-old Human kid laying alone on his bed in
the loft of a forest cottage. Nobody else was home. A
gentle breeze turned a squeaky rooftop vent and pine tree boughs
arrthythmically brushed the cabin exterior. Within
seconds, the environment felt as real as stepping across the Corlos
simulator threshold. Azure only had a feint outline - his
interior absorbed the dark thickness of the forest.
If the scene became any darker, Azure might disappear.
16. Before Kiles could ask, Azure answered, "It depends on whose
eyes you see me with."
17. "Another riddle," Kiles sighed under his breath. Azure
touched Kiles' temple with his finger and installed additional
information like Oni or Xanax would do in Q-cept. His post-Corlos
physiology
could accommodate expanded exosensory perception that his pre-Corlos
body could not. With the additional information, he could adjust
the brightness of Azure at will, and discovered that he could adjust
the brightness of everything else too. "Do you want to see the
caveat within the
caveat?" Azure asked.
BLUE
FUNNEL AD INFINITUM
18. Azure located Earth with one precise swivel and rotated the
planet for a straight descent above the north Pacific, 1300 miles
inbetween Ancorage and Honolulu. Tokyo lay west and San
Fransisco, east. The 12-mile diameter disk of International
Island came into view and Kiles came to rest in a large chamber below
decks. This was far below the opulent conference room in the
sweeping arched tower above.
19. The room had dark grey carpeting and a central oynx podium
that blended demure Elite aesthetics with futuristic Corlos
functionality. The intrigue was inescapable. "What's this
doing here?" was Kiles first thought. The shock would be no less
than finding an
Elite cave underneath Manhattan.
20. "Isn't this a bit advanced for Earth?" Kiles asked.
"This is merely the opening," Azure replied. "...of the rabbit
hole," Kiles added psionically, to which Azure agreed. "Go to the
podium." Azure gave him a psionic nudge.
21. This definitely was not Corlos. The operating panel had
underlit hieroglyphic characters of a Sumarian-Egyptian blend.
Instead of a joystick, there was one raised circular knob. When
Kiles brought his hand near the knob, additional instruments
illuminated. He studied the design and entertained potential
purposes of the device and the room itself.
22. "For every measurement," Azure prodded. "There is an
equal and opposite..." Kiles recited, as if being tutored by Oni.
The dynamics of the device seem more focused on perdition. Kiles
withdrew his hand, remembering how his father's misadventure began on
Corlos. "Don't worry," Azure assured him, "I'm with you."
That was a luxury that Dayton didn't have at the time.
23. Kiles raised his hand toward the dial once again and Azure
added, "But you're right about the perdition part."
24. "So what my Dad did, wasn't," he concluded, except by a
Corlos standard. This was an adventure Kiles would have to
experience to understand. The information could not simply be
installed. Kiles touched the knob. "Don't worry about what
you see," Azure warned him, "they won't be able to see us..."
With dramatic flare, Azure spread his arms to indicate, "because 'yours
truly' is here."
25. Kiles touched the dial. A subdued slider on the left
controlled
the dial's attentuation. "Attentuation for what?" Kiles
wondered. He turned the dial ever so gently on the attentuator's
lowest setting. In the space in front of them, a boardroom table
lit up like an animatronics presentation. It was the same private
boardroom located many decks higher on the Island's highest tower, just
underneath the visiting head-of-State's office.
26. "Very, very nice," the CFO praised his agent while toying
with a newly aquired device. He pressed a switch and disappeared
and reappeared in another chair. Everyone clapped quietly and
offered softly spoken praises. This crowd had mastered the art of
masking their farts. The executive at the other end said,
"Theos has been wanting one of those forever: We're already got
an inventor, backstory; the works," he added. Kiles cocked
his head toward Azure with a psionic question mark. Azure merely
extended his arm
toward the presentation to indicate that the answer was
forthcoming:
27. "We'll have to keep that timeline going," the CFO said
approvingly. Kiles examined the control dial and the procedings
more studiously, "Perdition," he lipped. He remembered his
mother's description of Corlos meetings; how everyone acted nonchalant
no matter how devestating the news. It was a 24/7 dreamscape
there as well as here.
28. "Blue Funnel is seeding different timelines in different
dimensions from apsionic worlds," Kiles surmised: "Then
retrieving the best products from each." Under his breath, he
whispered, "They're fracking farming!" Technology farming.
Corlos would indeed have a baby dinosaur if they knew -- it made their
mission seem trite by comparison. "But
how are they getting away with it?" Kiles asked. He turned the
dial, which returned to the kid in the forest cabin. He had
wondered how that picturesque moment connected to anything...
29. A panel lit up with a DNA helix and an enlarged heavy water
molecule next to it. "Deuterium," he noted.
There was nothing terribly wrong with a trace of heavy water in a
biological. Another panel lit up. It was a photonic
index. An image of Vejhon... Kiles gave the image a double take,
"No... Earth," with a watershell: The kid's photonic index
characteristically matched those that the lightrace seeded before
Earth's watershell
collapsed.
30. "This is getting harder to quantify," Kiles conceded.
"I admit; I like a good mystery... but these are layered
agendas within dimensions," he surmized. "Why does God want to
know any of this?" He adjusted the emphasis, "Does He even want to know?" Somehow, the
answer to his own
existence and transformation seemed intertwined with all of this.
31. "In the mind of Tetragammeton," Azure said gently, "It all
makes perfect sense." Azure was an agent of A'zoth,
who had sent him to assist Kiles. "The singularity?" Kiles
remembered, "Is that me?"
PRE
MORTAL
32. Kiles, at this point, was beginning to feel like a god,
albeit, a humble god. The more his faith increased in each
equation, the more information
flowed through him like a cosmic wind. The data was drawn from
different points in time and space. "This must be how Xanax does
it," he thought, and in fact, it was.
33. Xanax contacted him, "I was thinking at some point, you would
catch onto me," Xanax quipped in Q-cept.
34. Kiles grinned, quite happy. It almost felt like a
graduation ceremony had taken place and this was his diploma. "I
don't see you," Kiles said. "I'm everywhere," Xanax replied,
"Everywhere you see a part of me -- my corporeal form is merely an
interface.." A simple photograph that stored information
everywhere in the Universe.
35. "I feel like I'm going to end," Kiles said. He wanted
to close the rupture and return everything to normal. "I can do
anything," he reasoned. "I can never go back to being ordinary
Kiles." Who, by any standard, was not ordinary in any
sense.
36. "To close the rupture, I have to not..." Xanax
interrupted him, "Who's to say you weren't supposed to go on your
journey? In my clinical opinion, it was only a matter of
time. Sooner or later, you were going to evolve. Why can't
it be now? You can't keep..." Kiles interrupted him, "...
going back and back expecting to fix time."
37. "Well said!" Kiles attributed the line to his
Mom; and Xanax to Dayton. Actually, the rendition he just uttered
was sort of a fusion.
38. From low Earth orbit, Kiles descended above Ewa Beach and
landed next to the bubble with his concurrent self still suspended
inside.
39. He reversed time and watched the ocean waves go backward;
with the effect of watching a broken egg or a broken glass magically
revert to mint condition. The sea swells were reversed
and the birds flew backward.
40. At the moment Xanax created the bubble, Kiles froze time and
toyed with his new found time-altering capability, moving the moment
forward and backward at will. He entered the area directly behind
his concurrent self so that he wouldn't be noticed right away, then
advanced time just enough to enable the bubble, but blocked the worm
termination that Oni and Xanax created. The bubble would now
serve a different purpose:
41. The pre-Corlos Kiles had not yet noticed anything any
different since pre-Corlos Kiles did not have post-Corlos Kiles'
memories. He didn't know how any of this would unfold because
he had not yet gone anywhere. Pre-Corlos Kiles had not yet hit
Kor, met his son, or experienced anything beyond that point in
time.
42. The post-Corlos Kiles did not want to startle himself because
he knew that it might result in a fight, so he permitted himself to
make the discovery on his own.
43. Technically speaking, in the Elliptical view, every entity
has an independent identity, even if it's co-mingling with itself at
the same point in time and space, they're separate entities. In
biology, cellular division requires a photonic host for
animation. Machines don't have that problem.
44. The post-Corlos Kiles waited. The pre-Corlos Kiles
looked surreptitiously to his right, slowly, as if he sensed something
unnatural behind him, but he didn't turn around or act startled.
He was way too comfortable in his element to act surprised.
45. "Kor?" he asked
46. "Kor!" post-Kiles exclaimed with an unabashed laugh.
"Would I really have thought that?" He was truly shocked if not
bewildered.
47. Pre-Kiles turned around and didn't act any differently upon
seeing himself. "Oni?" he asked out loud for an
explanation. The droids were there but neither Xanax nor Onimex
volunteered any information. Naturally, pre-Kiles might come
back, as post-Kiles, to tell himself something profound.
48. "It's not that I haven't figured out some of this already,"
pre-Kiles said, "but are they my
droids or yours?" An
Elliptical quandary.
49. Post-Kiles was truly amazed. Why would he presume that
the droids are not co-located in this case, as he knows they are
continually, ad infinitum?
50. This was not how post-Kiles imagined the dialogue would go,
and as he thought about it, he realized that he had just created
another timeline. In a photonic sense, thinking and doing are the
same.
51. The function of the bubble was to insulate their adventure
from non-existant, time-integrity monitoring agencies. Worm
terminations originating from inside the bubble, shouldn't violate any
known time-tampering conventions, depending upon one's point of
view.
52. "So, I've been there and back," pre-Kiles observed.
Post-Kiles didn't know whether his pre-Corlos self was impressed or
perturbed. Pre-Kiles spread his arms bewildered, "Why would you
deliberately create another paradox?" then he swayed his hands back and
forth between themselves to point out that there was two of them
now.
He accused him psionically, "Wasn't one of us enough already? If
Mom catches wind of this, I'm never... we... will never hear the
end of it!" He gave the matter a second thought, "Maybe two of us
would be better than one?" He didn't say it out loud.
53. "Your thoughts are not really private," post-Kiles thought
out loud. Pre-Kiles was not a bona fide psionist, but their alpha
signatures should still be identical, which would eliminate the need
for psionics. Pre-Kiles didn't know he was psionic because
nobody had trained him. Ireana and Oni's motives were not
sinister, but they weren't perfect either. They thought it was
best, given their isolated situation.
54. This was not at all how post-Kiles thought his pre-Kiles self
would react. His pre-Corlos self displayed a deeper sense of
responsibility than his post-Corlos self did. "I thought you
would..." Kiles searched for the right word. "Be amused?"
pre-Kiles offered. "Yes," post-Kiles answered.
55. It's not that his pre-Corlos self didn't sympathize. He
lightened up and stepped forward to touch his future self then suddenly
froze, "We won't... both, annihilate?" he asked.
Post-Kiles finally smiled because he knew pre-Kiles wasn't being
serious. His grin turned into one of paternal disappointment and
pre-Kiles knew that expression like the back of his hand. "What
happened?" he asked, "You wouldn't be doing this just for
fun." Not after all that had been said and done on the
subject.
56. "I'll show you," post-Kiles said sardonically, changing the
scenery to a Vejhonian rain forrest. "This is just as good as
any, I suppose," he said.
57. Pre-Kiles was impressed. "No...not quite,"
post-Kiles said like Monet selecting a paint brush, "This..."
58. They were in El Sha's pantheon on the same stone bench where
he had conversed with her earlier. Pre-Kiles was impressed
again. "Is this?" he began... "El Sha's home?" post-Kiles
finished for him. "Yes," he answered, "I could just give you all
my memories," he said, "We have the same Alpha... you can take my
thoughts, after all, they're yours." The concept was biologically
true, but Elliptically inaccurate, however trite the semantics.
Machines care about such things.
59. Pre-Kiles gave the download some thought. He saw his
transformation at Corlos; his validation by Conscious. He was
thrilled when he decked Kor... he went through every moment as if he
had lived it, because he did. He saw his Mom at the Director's
Spire; he met his son Flash in the ante-diluvian world. He saw
his Mom married to Kor in the alternate timeline. He watched each
dreamscape until Azure removed Kiles from the bubble because Kiles had
learned how to control time.
60. Time outside the bubble did not move. The bubble merely
existed to protect them from Corlos. "We're now on the same
page," they both agreed.
61. They also understood the quandry they were in.
Post-Kiles didn't know whether it would be more compassionate to simply
terminate himself or to let pre-Kiles have his memories and decide the
best course for himself. Post-Kiles concluded that warning
pre-Kiles was the least destructive option.
62. "If you didn't go on this adventure now, you would have gone
eventually," post-Kiles said, "... I ...
would have gone eventually," he amended. He didn't want pre-Kiles
to feel accused.
63. "We can't just superimpose this bubble forever," they both
knew. There was no reason to claw for air, or pontificate the
inevitable: One of them had to terminate. A line had been
crossed and an inviolate law broken. Once the bubble was
terminated, one of them would disappear. If one was inclined for
dark humor -- pre-Kiles would be committing suicide from a biological
perspective,
and post-Kiles would be committing murder in the Elliptical view.
64. "I'll be the one that goes," post-Kiles said, "because 'you'
didn't cross the line. I did."
He smiled thinly, "That's why I gave you my memories."
Pre-Kiles had not yet committed a crime, and by inheriting the
knowledge and experience of post-Kiles, could modify his
future.
65. "You're a God now," pre-Kiles reasoned, "Can't you just
'magic' something into existence or just... live somewhere else?" He
was searching for hope in the wind; for a hidden truth within cosmic
justice somewhere. "Corlos overlays operatives
all the time -- why do they get a pass and we don't... you, don't?"
66. "They don't really overlay," post-Kiles said, seating them
both at the Corlos boardroom, "They emanate from here and return to
here. They never do what I did: They deploy
through the simulator and return via energy matter, and it's all
sanctioned by The One. Nobody wonders why, that's just how
it's done." They heard their mother giggle. "Mom!" they
both said in unison. "Is she here?" they were alone in the
boardroom looking at each other curiously.
67. "I think we just wanted to hear her," pre-Kiles said.
They listened to the strange music of Sunova for a moment. "This
doesn't seem like any dream," pre-Kiles confessed sadly. "How
could I set myself up for this?" pre-Kiles thought, "this
self-inflicted cruelty?"
68. "Here's the bright side," post-Kiles said, "You have my
memories: Now you can abandon our
obsession with crossing
those lines. You'll still be here, just like it never
happened." Post-Kiles experience was not reality for pre-Kiles,
but because they were now on Corlos, the paradox could terminate.
69. "I'm not sure I can just give up that easily -- you know I
don't just give up, on anything!," pre-Kiles said, "Maybe having two of
us in the Universe would be a GOOD thing!" And thus, he rested
his case. Post-Kiles knew that it would be impossible to disuade
pre-Kiles from a stated course of action once he had made up his
mind. Already, they were emulating the qualities of two distinct
people. In the Elliptical view -- they were
distinct.
70. "Xanax and Onimex," post-Kiles commanded, "Terminate the
bubble."